Currently Listening MMHMM By Relient K When I go down see related

Humanity confuses me...at random times. Like the other night i was watching the Tarheels whoop up in some b-ball and all of a sudden i thought, "what are we doing?!" People go to incredible lengths to get tickets and pay all sorts of money to watch these guys throw around an orange sphere and place it through a hoop while abiding to certain rules that someone at some time decided were proper. We build HUGE buildings to view this spectical, sit in front of the TV for hours, bet on it, and are emotionally connected some how to certain teams: their loss is our loss and when they win, its like we actually acomplished something as well...WEIRD. that and hair products are really freaking me out lately.

on a completly different note...

 -Philippians 4: 10-13

This verse truely speaks to me right now. i feel called to fufil it and to understand it on a deeper level. What exactly that means...i have little clue. but it is something and because it is of God it is something SPECTACULAR.

I feel overly blessed. but i guess thats what grace is. despite the fact that things are not "alright," i have an amazing "safety net" of friends which God has blessed me with...more on this to follow i guess...i need to do some sorting out...random pic time...

cowgals...

what the heck is that?!?! Casino Night

cheaters never win...or do they?

QUE? (and you wonder why you get hit on)

breakfast buddies

Currently Reading Emma's War (Vintage) By Deborah Scroggins see related

This picture seriously makes me laugh like whoa...

and this one makes me laugh harder...

dance party...

it was Mira's 21st Birthday!!! whoop whoop!

it got a lil crazy...(w/ a list of 21 one things that she had to do...)

Happy 21st Mira!!!

Currently Listening Garden State By Various Artists Let go see related

My life is beautifully random...                                                        Romans

                                                           Alpha Phi Omega

        Aqua Teen Hunger Force

                                                                             Siler City

                                                                                                    bread

                        P.I.G.

                                              Garden State                                            Football

Smoothies

                                                     7 AM runs

                                                                                               Birthdays

          "Cheers"

                                 jokes                                                                   enlightenment

                                                                  being distracted

   being a distraction

                                                       feminism

                                                                                                      silver plater

                                       Proverbs

                                                                                loud art dancing

        rearrangement

                                                        relationships

                                                                                      and lack there of

                models                                         basketball

                                                                                                             prayer

................................................................etc.

So there are about 802 things going through my mind lately, day and night. it is nice to kind of figure a few things out, but i feel like the minute i figure something out, 4 more things come up. it really is quite tiring to be quite honest. And the topics vary from dire, important, deep spiritual matters to how weird tounges are.

One of the many revelations i have made is a small part of the reason why i am so dang sensitive to so much. The world really gets to me, and if you know me you know this. wether it be people i know or people thousands of miles away from me, i am haunted by the saddness of the world. that too is very tiring and frustrating, not only for me but i know for others around me. but i heard it put a beautiful way that made me feel that what i have sometimes viewed as a hinderance as a truely great blessing. He said something about how great it is when what breaks God heart breaks your heart as well. and that is truely how i feel. i am so blessed to have this connection with God. although not always, there have always been times i have felt that i would not trade my sensitivity to the world for anything, and now i feel that ever so strongly.

For now though i will pray for a peace of mind...way too many issues to deal with: relationship issues, family issues, spiritual issues, friend issues, financial issues, time issues, emotional issues, future issues...im sure you can relate, and doesnt it feel good to know Someone's got them all taken care of  random pic time...

the gals at home...Charleston revisited

SAnds and me at Youth...twas grand to see her at home

Currently Reading The End of Oil : On the Edge of a Perilous New World By Paul Roberts see related

my birthday was AWESOME! i got to celebrate with people at home, and at school...so it was more of a "birthweek" than just a "birthday". (although i did miss a few peeps on my b-day) much better than last year (i moved out of my house/ran away/almost broke six 7th grader's hearts when i almost didnt come to my birthday Bible study) oh yes, drama extrodinaire. its been good to be back here though...wonders for my self confidence  as usual. i am a woman of extremes and i am extremely happy now. yes, there is still craziness in my life and yes, class does start tomm, but i feel unexplainably safe, like i could fall asleep and be ok and that, my friends, is a miracle. aka God rocks my socks and breaks all locks even in a box with a fox...i have art tomm and i should wear smocks (ok thats pushing it) night all...big day of class tomm @ NINE!!! ahhh

PS the book i am "reading" is for class and i really need to jump on that...not good to start school already behind